I QUIT.

...yea

Oh, Oh...We need each other...=]

I haven't written....actually written anything on here in awhile. and I'm pretty sure it's because I can probably say for certain that this is a lonely website and I'm probably the only one that still checks it every day to see if anythings here. lol. i just check my e-mail, then this, then myspace, then facebook. it's a routine and I probably can't ever change it...unless I got rid of it. That I won't do...cause...at least if no one else reads it...I write now and then and I read them too..and reading my past entries can be pretty exciting sometimes. Oh my gosh I know what I want to post today....I was reading my facebook notes the other day...and I found the only one that I ever wrote...from September 22, and it was really intense. So I'm going to find it and post it for today. Cause I can't believe I was that ....well....intense. lol. I mean...it's intense but it's totally serious. And it's not funny...at all....I was really mad...but I forgot that I could be like that sometimes...well... Here goes...:

**James 2:14~ What's the use of saying you have faith if you don't prove it by your actions? That kind of faith can't save ANYONE.**

^*what's wrong with everyone? Are you stupid?...Perhaps you should read the verse s-l-o-w-e-r...or is it that you just don't care anymore...? Whatever it is...you'd better get it together! I don't know how much more I can take...my heart breaks so much for you and you blow God off like it's no big thing. Someday it will be a bigger thing that you realized and then what? You'll be on your own...and you'll no longer have my sympathy. Take it while you can still get it...I'm officially fed up.
Really though....Phil does a lesson like the one at the 5th Quarter on Friday night...and you sit there and listen like "good little Christians" and then as soon as he's done, you go on talking about whatever stupid stuff you're gonna go get into that night....or you go right on saying stupid stuff....talking the same way.....saying the same things....doing the same things....Acting the same way. Stop telling stupid dirty jokes...or saying perverted things...or just talking about things you shouldn't...I'm sure if you took even a millisecond to think about it, you'd realize that God wouldn't want that filthy stuff coming out of your mouth....stop swearing....stop bringing other people down...stop doing things that are hurting your body....chemical abuse....substance abuse of any kind...drugs, alcohol, tobacco....stop doing things just because you can and start taking care of the body God gave you. Stop doing things with your "significant other" that is something you shouldn't be doing....and I don't even have to explain what you "shouldn't be doing"...if you have any sense in you whatsoever and you've ever read your Bible.....you'll know what God says about sex....
Cause do you know what? DO YOU KNOW WHAT!!!!!? I'm so sick and tired of sitting around at school while people say stupid things....do stupid things...talk about doing stupid things later...or about the stupid things they did the past weekend....I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ANY OF IT ANYMORE!!!!!! If you call yourself a child of God.....If you say that you have asked Jesus into your heart...and that because of a relationship with him, you expect to go to Heaven someday...there are some things you need to GET TOGETHER! If you're doing any of the things mentioned above...you're being so very immature and selfish....I honestly can't stand it anymore. And do you know what.....maybe I am condemning people....maybe I am sitting here and I'm pointing out things that need to change....but the Bible says when you see a brother(or sister) going in the wrong direction...you're supposed to tell them about it. And I'M SICK .....I'm SO SICK of being silent about it. Why don't you get off your high horse and start living like you're supposed to be? Stop being stupid...and start reading your Bible. It tells you exactly what you should and shouldn't do. So why don't you stop only praying to God...go ahead and let Him talk back too for once? What will it take for you to realize you need to stop acting like idiots and start living like a Christian's supposed to? God loves you and I love you...that's the only reason why I write stuff like this. Maybe this is the wrong approach to take to explain myself....but I'm very angry right now...so I just wrote down exactly what I was feeling..... And..that's all for tonight.

Well....that was exciting. but that's how I feel sometimes. And it's the truth. Get your acts together. If anyone reads this anymore. Well, I'm going to get ready for work now. Merry Christmas Eve...=]